I want to believe in love

Memories are Priceless Enjoy them while you can All these moments we treasure Will forever remain within Take this time to remember The battles fought till now together in love and sorrow you grew and built it all Making it through hardship together Working hard down every road Not giving in nor changing path Fighting until the pain was gone We all will hold the memories No matter how hard to face This being all for one sweet reason My nephew baby Jack <3

I want you in more ways than you could imagine; Maybe it’s the mystery or maybe it’s just me; The connection that binds us together; It’s deeper than I could have ever seen. The sound of your voice, a touch of your hands; Together they drive my senses wild; A feeling I have never felt before; One I never want to let go, don’t make it so. Who’s to say this couldn’t work? The worst thing that happens is we try; I’d never make you choose, I’ll prove it; It’s about you, and you deserve it all. Perhaps you fear where love abides; Or are running from comfort in my eyes; Oh love, I won’t force your hand in fate; But this Love I feel, is the life of one’s demise. When days go by in silence, I question it all; Thinking at one point it was enough; No you can’t hurry love, I need more; But is a love unknown even worth having? Praying for something more one day; Where our families and friends may unite; Never expecting to come first no; But never...

Always wanting to be patient never asking you to choose, not pushing to be in your world, nor asking to stay or what to do. Simply dreading to move on this one thing is for certain, but I'm holding on yes praying that this love becomes outspoken. Still waiting for the moment, knowing not now nor tomorrow, but you should know the space between us brings me nothing but sorrow. I'm merely asking if this feeling in my heart is true and real, believing for what it's worth that it is shortly to reveal. No you can't hurry love nor force it's fate, yea you know if its meant to be love it will surly find a way.

Love is a mutual respect, truth and honesty with realistic expectations, even if it means confessing of unruly desires prior to losing control to them all together. I'm not afraid of love, I'm not afraid of falling hard so fast if it means in the end I will always be happy with who I am. It took forever to realize what love truly meant and where it could take me...with no regrets. Then again love is ever learning, ever growing, and ever becoming within ourselves, we are never truly done with the lessons it teaches. Wholly, purely and truly caring about the well being and happiness of another human being equally as much, not more than yourself. There is a place where loving someone more than yourself can prove to be unhealthy but not when you take care of and be true to yourself first..will you ever be ready to equally care for someone you want to be around or watch grow old together ? I can't stop thinking how I didn't want to be in love anymore let alone with a man t...

2017 has been a difficult year for me emotionally. Thankfully my physical health is better then it has been in a long time. Some of the unfortunate events that have taken place are at fault to no one but myself.  Unfortunately friendships end even when you think its strong enough to pull threw just about anything instead it ends because of a reaction blown out of proportion. I blame myself for my emotional explosions and over reactions but then again should a friend really make you feel like it's your fault when questioning something which concerns you.  I have gone through and continue to go through a lot of changes because I faced the ugliness that brought me to this nightmare. I will always attempt to reconcile with loved ones but when is enough, enough? Love is not always enough I used to think so, how naiive. Maybe you find out the person was never open to being friends all along but put the act up as if they were until convenience became an issue due to life changes....

If you know me, you know that I am a passionate person and sometimes that comes with being over zealous and to some this appears like I am an over reactor and dramatic about things I have a lot of care for. I can't say that this is wrong, If I have something to say or something that has been bothering me I have always confronted the elephant even if it causes a little discomfort. The fact is that minor discomfort is easier then holding it in just to have something unrelated cause you to "Blow up". I have learned what others perceive of me at times was a rude awakening especially as you watch them turn their back on you or give up on you because of your struggle. Sometimes relatiobships have to breathe and it leaves you to find your new place in that person's life. You may try everything to remember how to be yourself again towards eachother when that self is actually what brought you together and led to the point of deterioration. When I have a lot to say I like to ...