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To Buh..With Love Always

I want you in more ways than you could imagine;

Maybe it’s the mystery or maybe it’s just me;

The connection that binds us together;

It’s deeper than I could have ever seen.


The sound of your voice, a touch of your hands;

Together they drive my senses wild;

A feeling I have never felt before;

One I never want to let go, don’t make it so.


Who’s to say this couldn’t work?

The worst thing that happens is we try;

I’d never make you choose, I’ll prove it;

It’s about you, and you deserve it all.


Perhaps you fear where love abides;

Or are running from comfort in my eyes;

Oh love, I won’t force your hand in fate;

But this Love I feel, is the life of one’s demise.


When days go by in silence, I question it all;

Thinking at one point it was enough;

No you can’t hurry love, I need more;

But is a love unknown even worth having?


Praying for something more one day;

Where our families and friends may unite;

Never expecting to come first no;

But never wanting to come last.


Your love isn’t an option for me;

It’s something that grew into what it is;

Don’t let me feel like a mere option to you;

By Letting this love die in secret that it is.


I know my worth, I know you see it, admit it;

The love we share, people can only dream of;

All I want is you, all I want is us;

A life a part from what it was.


What it is, or named, it doesn’t matter;

All that is clear is that we make it together;

I don’t want to give up on you;

Just the thought of it, I stumble.


Needing a distraction from my minds trouble;

Yet I can’t help but feel like hanging on;

You became everything to me you set out to be;

One day maybe I could be the same to you.


To be happy together, and quite satisfied.

Life is more then all its struggles

When I am with you they all vanish

A part from you it’s just madness.


 


 


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  1. Saluhu Mohammed KhamisMay 14, 2019 at 2:47 PM

    Saluhu Mohammed Khamis.
    My name is Saluhu Mohammed 22yrs of age from Ghana, West Africa. I want to share a story of how I met someone I met on the internet who became part of my life, She remained to be everything I had in this world.Paid my fees when I was in school, gave me money when there was no body around, bought me a brand new Toshiba Laptop on my birthday. I've never set my eyes on her inna real life but the relationship between us was very strong.
    Until one day when a friend of mine sneaked into her inbox, told her all sort of lies against me she felt very bad and out of anger she didn't even want to hear my part of the story then she blocked me on her page on Facebook blocked my number. Since then my life has been the same I felt like something has been removed out of my body. I wish I could get the chance to get closer to her because I still remember what she did to me. Took me from no where up till this time. I really appreciate what ever she did to me I wish she could give me the chance once again. I really miss you Laura Brusseau. Thank you and have great moment.

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