My Sweet Sister Diana.

Memories are Priceless
Enjoy them while you can
All these moments we treasure
Will forever remain within

Take this time to remember
The battles fought till now
together in love and sorrow
you grew and built it all

Making it through hardship together
Working hard down every road
Not giving in nor changing path
Fighting until the pain was gone

We all will hold the memories
No matter how hard to face
This being all for one sweet reason
My nephew baby Jack <3

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