This is a long post, update and thanks to all of my family and friends who have leant me an ear, a hand or simply reached out to see how I have been coping. If it wasn't for you I wouldn't be ok or "hanging in there". I've been dealing with my own tragedies and emergencies and now the world is facing it's own. To start, a special and never-ending thanks to everyone who had there hands in supporting me one way or another these past months where I have been battling some wars on self and external factors like employment, my limitations, resources from investment fails, failed business ventures, taxes, debts, and the list goes on. A lot of people may or may not know my obvious disabilities or possibly my physical ones as well. If not, all I can say is I was in a glorious remission of symptoms for a few years until health insurance changes from work and other events took place which set me off for a loop of distress, pain, and anguish of not wanting to rememb...